One last flt...

2moro.. or rather later in the evening, i will be doing my last flt... honestly speaking, i actualli quite enjoy flying.. although its juz a turnaround flt.. im oreadi in my comfort zone liao.. :p

But oh well.. some things have to give up.. to get other things rite??

Well.. so many things happen.. in the past few weeks.. as usual.. i went crazy twice.. can u believe it anot?? coz i went from upset to emotional to depression to mental liao.. i tink that was my max liao.. cant take it anymore and went kuku... its realli damn crazy.. i dun even know wat i was doing.. and wanted to wake my senses out.. but cant leh.. :S

Once was when he was away.. the other time was when he was around where i cant take it another..

I know im very selfish.. but i still have to do it.. i asked him nt to meet her and the gang.. and he agreed..i was glad.. well.. i know stop them frm meeting doesn't mean anyting.. coz they can still contact thru sms, emails and calls.. But in that case.. will need to see hw he handle liao lor..

Things are definately beter.. we manage to spend a peaceful nite on 14th.. after he came bk frm london.. we walk to puggol park, have dinner, walk to hougang mall.. that was one of the happiest day in soo many mths.. realli hope more of these will happen man..

I actualli have a job offer from Adrian.. and im still thinking to take it up anot..

the pay is damn gd.. but the job will be tough.. and will be learning all over again.. and its more of SAP stuffs.. Hmmm.. hw huh?? still confuse.. talked to Patrick etc.. he oso told me its a rare chance.. Brennen asked me to try it out as wel..

But i think i take a 1 mth break 1st lah.. do up the website..

So bored.. cant slp, 4gt to bring my mag and book.. noting to do @ simei.. haha.. :p

boring.. :p but im starting to feel abit tired oreadi.. Hmm.. mayb i try to go grab some slp.. later my last flt will be cmb flt.. kekeke..midnite express... then off one day, standby, then 3 days off... then thats the end of my flying career liao... =)

What i wana achieve in this 1 mth of jobless..

- do up my website

- sleep early, wake up early

- improve my skin

- do up the spare room

- do xmas shopping

- go for yoga

- cook at least 3 times a week..

- organise a house warming for my poly babes!

I think alot liao lor.. am i too greedy?? :p hahahaha...

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*last flt..*