I need to be strong...

Life sucks for me as usual.. Long time didnt smile happily..I'm not happy at all... More moody then happy..

Sometimes onboard, i smile realli frm the heart.. but well.. its my job.. and im gona quit and dats it..

Yes!! i had fulfill my dream.. but if i know all these things gona happen, i would NEVER take up this job...

I gt hurt every single month.. maybe its a sign.. time to quit..

I will do anyting for my marriage.. try my very best to save it...

I muz learn to face the reality.. dats life.. isn't it??

life is never smooth.. but i would never thought all these will happen to me...

Now, i need to be strong and have faith in my marriage.. i love him a lot..I see my future with him..He will be a good husband, a good father..

i will try my very best...

Forgive and forget.. easier said then done.. but im gona do this!

*I need to be strong...*