Feeling beter..

These few days had passed, i felt beter.. stronger then ever!! But dunoe when i will fall again? hahaha...

Well.. right nw, im very firm on wat i wan..

No more confuse.. feeling sad, paranoid, sacred etc..

I muz oways look at the bigger pic.. canot oways narrow down on small small tings..

So.. nw the bigger pic is...

I'm submitting my resignation later in the afternoon.. hahaha...

This will be my 1st step.. slowly slowly.. i pick up where i was fallen down..

Life will be tougher.. but will be fufilling.. goin yoga, spend time wif ur loved ones.. doing tings which all along i wanted to do..

Doing my online business etc... keep myself occupied..

2day when i was at my in-law's place.. i weighted myself.. and guess wat??

I'm even lighter then i was planning for my wedding... that time, i lost alot of weight.. but this time.. its way too much.. Can u believe it? 40KG!!!! OMG!! my MIL gt a shock as well...

I sleep 2hrs everyday.. eat one meal per day.. and its juz a few mouthfuls..behave like a kuku.. hahaha.. hw can dun lose weight??

Yesterday brought my auntie frm K.L to Boon's Good Year Resturant.. when my auntie saw me, she gt a shock as well.. coz i had lost way too much weight...

Drove 2 aunties and my mum back to the west frm the east.. Then i realise that i quite like driving.. hee.. :p my aunties went to my place.. saw the wedding fotos.. when i saw them.. there were so many flashbacks.. and there were tears in my eyes.. i control..

2day, i cleaned up the hse.. mop, vacuum, magic clean, wash toilet bowls, wash clothes etc...

So proud of myself leh!! so that when Brennen go back hme.. the hse is so damn clean nw.. but unfortunately, i broke a foto frame glass..:S The oni ting wich i regret i didnt do coz no time is.. washing Brennen's car.. :p

So, later im gona wash the car after fetching him frm a/p and when hes sleeping.. =)

I really love him alot.. i realli do..

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*I realli do...*