Rainy Thursday...

Haiz... whole day rained.. rainy day.. juz like my mood.. moody too.. Still feeling down.. dun feel like saying anyting.. well.. congrats to ida for her graduation today.. she is finally a flight stewardess... So happy and envy her.. =) Well.. actually this weekend, i should be passing 2 little hamesters to Marie's friend, but when i reached home and told my dad abt it.. he wanted me to give away after CNY.. gosh.. i tink he cant bear to part wif them.. Dad kept feeding them carrots and vegetables everyday.. Gosh.. dunoe they will diahorre anot.. =)

Every nite..around this time... i wil feel very very down.. and will start tearing.. =) Last nite.. i really cry my heart out man.. until i hav to take towel to wipe away my tears... Ha.. so silly rite? Well.. i noe its not PMS.. definately not..

Dear friends.. thanks so much for conselling me.. well im ok.. juz need some more time alone? 2moro i will go to the gym alone and sweat all out.. I'm gona be ok by next week.. hopefully?

Nitz...

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*still feelin down.. when will i be cheerful again??*