Can someone pls tell me why???

Haiz.. pretty moody now... juz cant get to sleep.. why my life oways like dat.. i juz dun understand.. never been smooth and successful for me at all... besides my love life lah.. the rest.. haiz.. such as career, finance.. all sucks.. These few days.. i kept eating and eating.. its not a gd sign man.. moreover the food i ate are all fatting stuff such as the pineapple tarts which norah bought for me.. and roche chocolates.. im abt to finish the whole box.. gosh.. Argh.. i juz feel like crying.. cry all out.. mayb i wil feel beter? I'm juz sad.. down.. no words can discribe.. i juz dunoe why im like dat!! Damn it.. I juz hate this kind feeling.. i know that its silly to sob over nothing.. but.. im juz sad.. and i oso miss my dear dear alot.. Damn those tears.. kept rolling down.. Argh...Guess no one will noe hw im feeling nw.. No one.. pp mite tink im silly or xiao ah.. Well.. im juz a very emtional ger dats all? I mite look ok outside.. but inside.. im juz a very negative ger.. dats me.. but i never show it out.. to pp.. they tink im strong.. but im not... im so fragile.. i will juz cry over small tings... Hope my chat wif brenne later will cheeer me up...

Nitz...

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*I'm so sad nw....*