Sianz... Moody...

Fxxk man!! typing half way, wana change colour of the words and everyting all gone!! TMD!!! argh!! even the fxxking blog oso wana bully me!!

Everyting started during my late KFC late at abt 4pm.. haiz.. that moment i was so annoyed, fastrating and helpless!!! y helpless?? coz she is bf's mum lor.. and i dun wana make tings difficult for brennen.. so all i did was juz quickly finish, leave the table and control my temper and try to keep quiet throughout the whole session. haiz.. but well.. i didnt manage to control my facial expression.. so i guess it did reflect to brennen that im pretty pissed and unhappy.. well.. really tough u noe??

after lunch, i try to quickly wrap finish the present and leave the hse and spend some time alone when im on my way hme to calm myself down.. sometimes i really tink.. izit dat i had taken everyting to seriously? or? haiz.. up till nw, i still dunoe.. fyi.. i long time didnt show temper liao ok? mayb @ hme more often i guess?? coz @ hme.. my parents treat me like a little princess and try to get watever i wan i tink? guess i sounds like a spoilt brat!! haha!!! haiz.. but in the end.. didnt manage to take bus bk.. coz brennen drove.. so throughout the whole journey, we didnt speak a single word except for the sentence which i told him to drive slower.. haiz..

after reach hme... more tings happen and it screwed up even more for my sunday man!!! haiz..

when reached hme.. my dad then told me that he had left a pc of the apple strudel for me.. i was like wat the?? the whole apple strudel was bought frm my bro-in-law frm perth and send to our hse on friday and sunday finish liao!!! bloody hell!! so big leh!! i juz loved the apple strudel frm perth, coz its really very nice!! then my dad told me that my mum told him that the strudel will 'expire' on sunday!! i HUH??? 'expired' muz be sis told me mum one lor.. i told her so many times liao!! we can still continue to eat even after sunday!! coz last time the apple strudel brennen bought for me when hes back frm hes perth training, i took abt 5 days to finish it leh!! argh!!! haiz...

then i went to my room and blast music and cried!!! y did i cried?? i oso dunoe.. guess im juz too fastrated liao!! and i still sobbed abit here and there nw.. nw still listening to the music by Ferry Corsten.. i took a short nap, tot everyting will be beter.. but then.. haiz.. not at all!!! after i woke up, i screamed, i yelled out all my fastration!! haiz.. still doesn't work.. argh..

Fuck lah!! i oso dunoe y i behave like dat.. i noe that i shouldn't blame it on the PMS as it seldom affect me until so extreme lor.. so pek chek!! then juz nw.. my mum told me she gt me another one.. yes another apple strudel.. fuck! juz a fucking apple strudel and i had made the whole family to sink into my mood oso.. so unfillal right?? but its different frm the perth one!!! dats y juz nw at the beginning i mentioned that my parents really dote me alot..

its past 10pm liao.. and guess wat? i haven taken my dinner yet.. im gona go and cook a noodle and hav a drink, then try to sleep lor.. coz since i slept again juz nw.. i tink it lookes like i tonite cant sleep again liao.. TMD...

well.. feeling abit beter nw after blogging but not fully yet..

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*SO PEK CHEK!!*