In a lost....

argh!! damn it!! this is the fourth time im typing this blog.. and if all a sudden all gone again.. i will not blog again 2nite.. TMD!!! so many tings happen to me in these few mths.. and so fast dat i dun even hav the time to react to everyting..haiz..

So lost and confuse nw.. =(

I had faced sacastic remarks.. faced nasty comments.. faced stress in work.. etc.. haiz...

sometimes i tot that if i cried out everyting.. everyting will be alrite.. but im wrong.. coz it will not solve the problem.. after crying, the problem will still be there!! so the oni solution is to faced it.. but i need alot of courage and support to face it.. avoid is not the solution.. but i definately need alot of time to face it..

nw i juz wish that i can juz take a break.. get out of everyting..

juz get out of this place!! but then.. when im back.. still need to face it lor.. damn..

this week looks like a damn long week for me.. so many tings happen.. until im emotional, physically and mentally cant take it anymore!!!

I may look ok in front of everyone.. but im not OK!!! i juz keep everyting to myself.. sometimes i really dun understand.. y im so real to pp and pp treat me like a puppet and like a fool.. mayb im juz to naive? or m i juz too immature?? i oso dunoe..

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*its FINALLY FRIDAY!!!*