Low Self-Esteem Nite...

Well.. 2day whole day i was feeling pretty alrite... =) juz abit sick dats all? the sore throat and my flu is making me feel damn sick.. Arghh... Well.. after work, i went to Simei, brennen's hse and hav dinner wif hes parents.. Well.. I can consider pretty lucky dat i can communicate wif hes parents quite well.. Had gastric b4 i had my dinner.. and im still having abit gastric now... I tried the rocky fudge juz nw.. 2moro we will noe whether is it a sucess or a failure liao.. :p

Juz nw was playing and practising wif the mahjong software which my colleague passed to me 2day..
So far so gd lah.. Then one of my friend login.. and starting chatting wif her.. asking her whether does she know this FA whom i find her very extremely gorgeous.. Wow... pretty babe.. Then i suddenly felt very down.. well.. low self-esteem.. no confident in myself... my looks.. haiz.. All i could do is juz bun my hair up and smile in front of the stupid mirror everytime..Haha...Arghh...Damn it.. why im i having dat kind of feeling again??? So wat if im persistent, so wat if i never give up.. Will i ever been given a chance?? the answer is 'NO'.. So wat for being so stubborn.. Why not juz accept fate?? instead of goin against it? I oways hav the fighting spirit.. but im very very tired now.. really feel like giving up...

Beter try to sleep early..

Nitz...

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*feeling shit now....*